<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550</id><updated>2011-04-22T05:04:45.997+08:00</updated><title type='text'>her fairytale.</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>17</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-115552425455925621</id><published>2006-08-14T10:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-08-14T10:57:34.560+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>haha..guess wad?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im at the comp lab now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hehe..e tcher very easy qi fu..lol im bad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm..nth much to say la&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love my blog!!=D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha..then later got CIP at towner gardens&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wahlao..make me cnt go comp train&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tsktsk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahah..also make me cnt go home wif 'ahem' liao..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haii..nvm la&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stil got many chances...teehee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cya peeps&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and im HHHHAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-115552425455925621?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/115552425455925621/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=115552425455925621' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/115552425455925621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/115552425455925621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/08/haha.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-115547856540038390</id><published>2006-08-13T22:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-08-13T22:17:33.926+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my blog suddenly becum okay le..hmm..lets see..6 months hiatus.lols.i noe u all miss me rite?&lt;br /&gt;heh. the days are becumin funner and nicer(: Im a blissful woman ma(yi'an say de) ahahas. oso dunno wad to say la. im juz happy my blog is backed!wheeeeeee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center" border="1"  style="color:black;"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"  style="color:#eaccff;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:0;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What You Really Think Of Your Friends&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#eed6eb"&gt;Hoyee is your soulmate.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#f2e0d6"&gt;You truly love Xinying.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#f7ebc2"&gt;You consider Steffi your true friend.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#fbf5ad"&gt;You know that Xun Lin is always thinking of you.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffff99"&gt;You'll remember Daphne for the rest of your life.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#fff199"&gt;You secretly think Kok Swee is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffe29a"&gt;You secretly think that Shi Lei is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffd49a"&gt;You secretly think that Yi Jie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Yi Jie changes lovers faster than underwear.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffc59a"&gt;You secretly think Wei Jie is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Wei Jie has a hidden internet romance.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="&lt;a"&gt;What&lt;/a&gt; Do You Think of Your Friends?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i kop from xun lin wan..and i anyhow fill de so some info not true la=P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wan go sms liao..byee and cyaa=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-115547856540038390?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/115547856540038390/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=115547856540038390' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/115547856540038390'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/115547856540038390'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/08/ooooooooommmmmmmmmmgggggggggggg-my.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113973290009112832</id><published>2006-02-12T16:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-02-12T16:28:22.236+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Shall blog about that long procastinated trng. Std 3s had some public duty so we had like how many std 4 instructors taking us? First up was home nursing i think, sgt yanwen took us and she was like damn pro lor. Then it was foot drill. We were just reaching the area then they started counting "5, 4, 3, 2, 1" Most people were like scrambling to fall in lar but of course 5 seconds was not enough when our squad is quite big.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Std 4s: "5, 4, 3, 2, 1"&lt;br /&gt;Std 2s: Starts scrambling to fall in.&lt;br /&gt;Std 4s: 5 seconds not enough izzit? What's that hole for? Knock it down!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thats a scenario of what happens almost every routine training. Sgt Jian Hui and sgt Ping Yen took my group. We learnt the belok drill. After which, was a talk by sir Hua Wei. He came to tell us about some stuff and comp team problems. Okay lar, i agree that the nc team has been giving some sorts of problems. He wanted us to think it over and inform mam huiru on our decision. Next was PT. We had to rush into the toilets and change, we were scolding some ppl in the toilet then suddenly, sgt Grace Foo was like shouting to us to hurry up from outside the toilet, dunno whether she heard what we were talking about? We had an endurance PT, need to do 50 jumping jacks, 30 push-ups. Damn tired lar, they increased the number so drastically. For cooling down, we had to do a gay excercise: lift our feets to 45 degrees and sing a song in that position. We sang the ABC song and twinkle twinkle little star. The last parade, we got pumped again can cos the ICs dint co=ordinate well. Nvm, we all have to be a IC at least once so just learn from mistakes.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113973290009112832?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113973290009112832/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113973290009112832' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113973290009112832'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113973290009112832'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/02/shall-blog-about-that-long.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113914016740871276</id><published>2006-02-05T19:37:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-02-05T20:50:38.780+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I think i'm those kind of people who likes to procastinate. There are 2 trainings that i have not blog about so shall do it now. The training i'm blogging about now is the 21st of jaunuary training, the one on chinese new year eve's eve lor. Haha. That day, the seniors came down then we had training, it was the first trng with the std 4s for the year 2006. We had our first home nursing lesson conducted by sgt Grace Foo. Then we did some foot drill and we learnt a very complicated drill. The drill was to allow us to fall in neatly according to height. The commands were very long and i was like super blur. After which, it was PT. We ran around the school for 5 rounds, i think. My memory is no good. PT was still managable lar. Then, we had debrief. Sgt Jian Nan, Sgt Yu Han, Sgt Chew Guan are going over to the std 1 smc. So we went " 1, 2, 3, sergeants, don't go." See, our sqd can be really nice if we want to. Lol. Yea, i dont have ling2 gan3 le. Shall stop blogging le. I go eat dinner first, the next few days then blog k?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also want to blog about the sleepover at xn lin's house. OMG! Xun Lin's mum and dad are very nice ppl. Hahaz. There were 5 people who went for the party: namely hoyee, elaine, lee simin, si ling and me. We played 'daidi' and 'ban luck', is that how its supposed to be spelt? I dunno either but i lost $0.50 but its not bad le bah. Elaine damn got beginners luck lor, keep on 21 dian, not fair de. Hmph. LOL. Then we had dinner, xun lin's maid can cook very well too. =P Xun Lin's sister kept sticking to me, then she was very pampered so she cried very easily. I din't dare to see her cry so i gave in to everything she said, seems like i too motherly. hahas.We watched the horror movie "Eye 10". me, elain and si ling were clutching tightly to the pillows and blankets and were cuddling with each other. Elaine and i even started reciting HOME NURSING! Haha. We seemed so cowardly but its true anyway. I thought si ling would be very brave but she turned out not to be. (no offence, si ling)  After seeing a small part of the movie, we had to go and cut the birthday cake. I was sweating like siao lor, i dunno its cold sweat or i'm really sweating cos its too warm????? Later, we watched xiao3 hai3 bu4 ben4 on channel 8. Then we went to bathe around 12 .30. Then there was some commotion outside while i was bathing, suddenly got ang moh shouting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People in xun lin's hse: *commotion*&lt;br /&gt;Ang moh: SHUT UP will you, its late&lt;br /&gt;ME: cursing in the toilet cos he scared me =p&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We used xun lin's and xun yi's laptops to blog and go online. It was 3.30am le i think, while we were seeing 'pirates of the carribean', i just dozed off. Haha. Next day woke up at around 9am cos there was a hole at xun lin's bed and i almost fell into it. But continued sleeping after that and slept till 11 am. Then we had breakfast and i chiong zhou ji while seeing xun lin's sister play her computer games. Then we ate spaghetti for lunch and went home around 3.30. Overall, i quite enjoyed myself bah......Thanks Xun, for inviting me and letting me have a fun time. =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113914016740871276?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113914016740871276/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113914016740871276' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113914016740871276'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113914016740871276'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/02/i-think-im-those-kind-of-people-who.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113837334098296128</id><published>2006-01-27T21:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-27T22:53:41.480+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I know i've not been blogging lately cos really no time and stressed out. I shall recap about last week's trng although i knoe its like 1 week ago?!?!?! Last week trng was also seniors take de. I was still thinking about 'dead bodies' cos the first trng was ONLY the benchmark, you know? We had PT as usual first, have to run for 7 rounds around the whole school but in the end, we ran 6 rounds, each round was estimated to be 700m bahz, so we ran 4.2 km in all. Amazing??? Haha, maybe with my tui1 dong4 li4 and with ur sqd cheering you on, it will definitely be easy. Later, we got foot dril. We were split into 4 groups, each group being attached to a senior. Dunno whether its unlucky or lucky, the senior taking my group was mam yu chen. She's very nice lor, never scold us de, only tell us our mistakes and she gave us unlimited water break but of course, we know our boundaries. I seriously think this is a better way that can be used during trngs. By giving a restricted amount of time, it really causes many ppl to be like on tenterhooks, thinking constantly of whether we have exceeded the time. Although unlimited time might seem very fang4 shi4, we know very well that we are still having trngs are from a uniformed group cca. It will somehow lighten the burden that ppl are facing.=) All in all, i only know thats she SUPER nice. I'm not the only one to think so hor......&gt;_&lt;''' Then we had first aid revision, really forget everything le, okay lar, not everything... Then there was this compettion among the 4 groups that we had been sorted into during std 1 camp: Survivor, Jazzli, Aquilia, Brilliance. In the end, staff dickson made all our points even tehn sir kin keong have to buy gifts for everybody. Haha. Hrms, have to go sleep le, maybe blog in the next few days about today's trng???? Depends whetehr i got mood lor......Haha      Rest well and good nite!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113837334098296128?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113837334098296128/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113837334098296128' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113837334098296128'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113837334098296128'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/i-know-ive-not-been-blogging-lately.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113776695698992945</id><published>2006-01-20T22:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-20T22:22:37.023+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I finally discovered something. Actually, some seniors are SUPER nice. I mean seniors have to be fierce during trainings, its a MUST. They are ther to facilitate trainings and to make us understand the mistakes we have made and to learn from them. Seniors are strict during tranings but after trainings, that can be xtremely nice lar. We have to understand that scolding is their "job". To think that i used to think seniors were *ahem*, but now i know that i have been wrong, very wrong. So now, when seniors scold me, i just ren3 qi4 tun1 sheng1 lor. Haha. =P  [i'm so damn scared of trainings now. Haiz.....]&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113776695698992945?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113776695698992945/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113776695698992945' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113776695698992945'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113776695698992945'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/i-finally-discovered-something.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113759621820358671</id><published>2006-01-18T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-18T22:56:58.240+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I'm so freacking stressed! Argh, I'm STRESSED! Homework stress, comp team stress and alot more......everything in the world is stressful....I really feel like closing my eyes and dont open them forever. Even if i have to forget rainy morning, i will not mind. I really feel very stressed out and tired out le. My burden is so heavy yet i always still have to show people that cheerful and bubbly side of me, its taking a toll on me le. I even felt like quiting comp team but i decided to hang in there for the my sqdmates who have been cheering me on from the start and i really appreciate in. It has been my motivation and i will try not to let them down. =p But i appologise here first if i ever let you all down in the future. Sorry. I hope that teh comp team people can be more enthu and serious, dont be late for foot drill in the morning and theres no need to be pai seh. I think thats about it le cos i got to sleep le. But rest assured, I will not forget my sqdmates just because of comp team. In fact, comp team only means that you are rpresenting the school, it dosn't mean that we are better than our sqdmates k? =) Good night.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113759621820358671?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113759621820358671/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113759621820358671' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113759621820358671'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113759621820358671'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/im-so-freacking-stressed-argh-im.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113724930571190043</id><published>2006-01-14T21:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-14T22:35:05.750+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Heys.....I'm back after a few days of no posting......hehe. Today had routine training.....first routine training of the year already so super hiong lor. I wonder how future trainings will be like as this training is only the benchmark. My mind is now only thinking of Die....die...haha. Had PT early in the morning, ran so many rounds around the field. I was like cheering my heart out. Did so many pumpings today, first time did more than 50 altogether i think. Then later change into full uniform. When we chaneg finish and fall in, we were ordered to change back into our dirty, mud-stained PE kit again. It was damn frustrating! And my stupid short hair kept dropping lars then have to tie back. Shit man. After which was foot drill. We had to do the drill and earn our water break. We did for maybe about an hour? I think tomorrow i no need to walk le, surely muscle pain in both hands and legs de. I now have a fear for St John trainings le, only if I could pon, but of course i will never do that unless got no choice. Haha. After we were dismissed, we went KFC for free refrill of drinks. =p I just wanted to rest for awhile, but I ended sleeping for half an hour. Even Yi Jie pinced my cheeks, i also got no feelings, guess I must have been really tired bahz. Anyway, I think I dont have much else to say le, shall end here. Byez......I actually have alot of things to say de but I think blog is not a safe place to voice out one's comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;I hate 12s except erhem.......&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113724930571190043?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113724930571190043/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113724930571190043' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113724930571190043'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113724930571190043'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/heys.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113680828194542945</id><published>2006-01-09T19:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-09T20:04:42.976+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The world is UNFAIR! Sometimes, you put in much more effort than other people but no one seems to be able to see all the time and energy you sacrificed. More ridiculous is they favour those who put in lesser effort and have a "dun-care" attitude. Why is this so? Cos people have no eyes to see and truly understand what that person is thinking. And I hate hyprocrites so damn alot. They pretend to say something but in their heart, they are thinking exactly the opposite. Kou3 shi4 xin1 fei1, understand? They really suck. Why must they do this. Very fun izzit? I also  cant seem to understand why people suck up to other people. Must they depend on sucking up to get what they want, why cant they just kao4 zhen1 ben3 shi4? Unless they suck, they dun have any ben3 shi4. I cant stand it anymore. One more time you suck up or say bad things behind my very good friends' backs, you shall get it from me. I'm not joking. And last but not least, I'm warning you all theres nothing wrong in liking a girl as long as I dun think that i made a wrong choice cos this girl is really worthy of my love. Dont ever ask people to stay away from me just becos of the fact that i like a girl, I'm a loyal person who does not change the person I like so easily okay? Sorry for making today's entry so depressing and fierce. I'm just trying to release steam. Promise you that the next entry will be a joyful one........&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113680828194542945?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113680828194542945/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113680828194542945' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113680828194542945'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113680828194542945'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/world-is-unfair-sometimes-you-put-in_09.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113661972877502144</id><published>2006-01-07T14:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-07T15:42:08.796+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yesterday too tired le so i post toDAY. DHS xplore and " You will never walk alone" was the theme. We gathered at the hall about 8 o'clock and there was a short briefing before the 'amazing race' finally began. We had a started activity that requires us to cut out chinese words from a chinese news paper and complete a paragragh. Then that Gavin guy was like:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gavin: Who left  about 10 words?"&lt;br /&gt;Sec 2s: "Screams"&lt;br /&gt;Gavin: Who left about 8 words?"&lt;br /&gt;Sec 2s: "Screams"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then my group was like damn irritated by him and kept cursiing him. Haha. After we had finished that, we started out on our so called "amazing race" route. Our facilitators was Meng Shuen, the always take photographs guy and Jeldine, a jc 2 ex-dunmanian. The first clue was to find a building that has the name of an island but that island does not start with Pulau. The first thing that came to my mind was St Joh island lar. So we proceeded to St John Headquarters. Hehe, so its good to be in St John. =) After which, we were about to board the bus to our next station, Tanjong Pagar Railway station when our facilitators called us down the bus and asked us to take a photo to prove that we have been to the place. So sad lor, after that another 2 groups catch up le, which mean we don't hold an advantage le. Who knows if we had not miss that bus, we might have came in first. We rushed into the Tanjong Pagar railway station first and we got our answer to the task and left. The next station was Mediacorp. Suay suay, we had to share the same bus with the other 2 groups again andwe alighted at the wrong stop and had to go by a short cut. Then my stupid bag keep on opening and all my stuff kept dropping out. We had to take pictures with artistes to get bonus points but we were greeted by some rude receptionists.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Malay Receptionists: Eh, you all know you have to make appointment then can come. You all don't anyhow linger around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our group was like wth. We just proceeded to the next station which was Yio Chu Kang Stadium. The clue was Mr Yeo wearing Phua Chu Kang's shirt and surrounded by circles. We rushed there and raced with the 2B2 group. We had to run 50 m backwards in relay style and we won cos a girl fell and injured herself. Our 5 th station was gao1 wen2 cheng2, also better known as Kovan. We had to take a pic with the words gao1 wen2 cheng2. We fnally found it and take away some KFC food. Our last station was Marine parade CC or library, which i found out that senior minister Goh Chok Tong was the GRC for it. Xiang Yu lead us the wrong direction and we had to go back to the other side, in the process missing a bus. We reached there and 1 of our facilitator, Jeldine had to go somewhere else so we bade good-bye to her and moved on. Our facilitator gave us the answers to the last task and we took 196 bus back to school. We ran half the way back and Huga was cheering us on. We had a debrief and we went to the auditorium for the prize-giving session. 2H1 won second prize. I got to know Yi Jie's group facilitator, she was so nice and fun lor. Haha, i cannot dui4 bu4 qi3 RM de. Haha, saw so many pretty faciliators. Haha. Overall, I thought it was not taht exciting as i had expected it to be but a big thank you to all the facilitators and comittee and teachers in charge. Its definitely not easy to plan such a big activity so kudos to them. It was tiring but fun......... ;) Slept at 10.30 sia.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113661972877502144?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113661972877502144/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113661972877502144' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113661972877502144'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113661972877502144'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/yesterday-too-tired-le-so-i-post-today.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113637897387902377</id><published>2006-01-04T20:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-01-04T20:49:33.893+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Hehe, school reopen le. Can see Huga ppl again....&gt;_&lt;"Today had orienation, so tiring lors. Carry so many tables and chairs until shoulder pain. So sian now, I thought school reopen can play games or sth but turn out to be so boring lor.....We went to KFC again, Hoyee, Yi Jie, Elaine, Lee Si Min, Eve, Xun Lin and me.....hahas. Then seniors were also there, sitting at a table very near us. Boo. We stayed for about 1 and a half hours bah. Then Eve and Si Min were complaining so cold, I and Xun Lin lend her our corp tee to keep her warm. We talked about many fun things and complain about some people which i shall not say. Veri fun lars especially with squadmates.=) For this whole week, I shall slack before starting to gear up for the actual thing. 1 more week to stay back after school with friends and squadmates. Shall try not to stay back too much after that le cos I know that I have not lead last year to the fullest. I feel so yi2 han4 now so this year must fa1 fen4 tu2 qiang2 le, Jia You everybody! ;) Hahaz.......&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113637897387902377?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113637897387902377/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113637897387902377' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113637897387902377'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113637897387902377'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2006/01/hehe-school-reopen-le.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113601351439839776</id><published>2005-12-31T15:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-31T15:20:28.300+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>In case I cant use the comp at night, I shall take the chance here to wish eveybody I know a very happy new year. May this year be a wondefrul one and everybody will stay happy. Smile away =) May this year be one filled with nice memories and may there be world peace. LOL......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                              &lt;span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt; HAPPY NEW YEAR!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113601351439839776?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113601351439839776/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113601351439839776' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113601351439839776'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113601351439839776'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/in-case-i-cant-use-comp-at-night-i.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113601313400909096</id><published>2005-12-31T14:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-31T15:12:14.080+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I now quite free lar so shall sincerely dedicate a post to a special someone. Because of our camp, she suffered second-degree burns on her hand. Yea, I know its very painful yet she could still tolerate the pain, I must say she's super good. Really, I think she's damn wei da lor. Hehe..... Our squad decided to send her a bouquet of flowers that costs $47. Then i paid first so i'm broke but about half the squad paid me back so ya i'm okay now. She said she was touched by our so called "surprise". Of course i very happy to hear that, at least I knew that my efforts did not go down the drain. I think I can guess you all know who's this someone le bah.......  ( For those who still dont know, she's the std 1 camp chief) Haha.=) Diao........&gt;_&lt;"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113601313400909096?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113601313400909096/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113601313400909096' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113601313400909096'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113601313400909096'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/i-now-quite-free-lar-so-shall.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113594896074815898</id><published>2005-12-30T20:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-30T21:22:40.780+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Today was so tiring, we had to do our final preparations for nxt year's orientation. Our souvenir was so cute lor. It is a miniature strtcher place in a pouch that has the words SJAB and orientation 2006. Cute rigth. We put in alot of effort for this lor. Then we had to do many things, like tying ropes, painting under the hot sun and shifting tables and chairs. All in all, it was damn tiring lor and my body was like reeking of sweat. But dunno why, I felt like going to KFC for free supply of drinks. Hehe. ;) I love bitching and chatting with my sqdmates lor, so fun. I think i'm going to be addicted to it. =) Went with Lee Sim Min, Hoyee as usual, Yi Jie, Elaine. We talked for like about an hour, damn enjoyable lor. LOL. Today, the air con was so cold. (I'm so lame)&lt;br /&gt;Really love my sqd and sqdmates now. Hope that my sqd will have no more cliques(izzit like that spell?) and be realli bonded. Maybe next time more people can join us cause I understand taht alot of us are very tired after a day of slogging our guts out. ZZzzzzz&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113594896074815898?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113594896074815898/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113594896074815898' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594896074815898'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594896074815898'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/today-was-so-tiring-we-had-to-do-our.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113594739032210203</id><published>2005-12-30T20:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-30T20:56:30.330+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Oh shit! I forgot to add XIU HAN in too. Sorri, dosn't mean that you are not important k? Realli sry. She helped me create a blog before but last time I find it so ma fan so I abandon it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113594739032210203?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113594739032210203/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113594739032210203' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594739032210203'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594739032210203'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/oh-shit-i-forgot-to-add-xiu-han-in-too.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113594722767593967</id><published>2005-12-30T20:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-30T20:53:47.683+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Haha, i'm back. This blog shall be dedicated to EVE, DAWN and ELAINE. They really help me alot with my blog. Especially Eve, she helped me look for blog skin then kept encouraging me on too. My sqdmates so nice rite? &gt;_&lt;" I also cannot forget YI JIE and HOYEE. They offered to help me too. Hehe. I'm so xin fu cos i'm surrounded by my so nice sqdmates. ;) Std 2'06 rocks on man. =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113594722767593967?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113594722767593967/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113594722767593967' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594722767593967'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113594722767593967'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/haha-im-back.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20265550.post-113586706757873052</id><published>2005-12-29T22:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-12-29T22:37:47.580+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Aiyoyo, i first time create blog lehs.....quite excited at first de but then it turned out to be so complicated wif dunno wad html codes. Haha, maybe i 'm really stupid afterall. I know my blog still not perfect yet so shall ask some of mi very pro sqdmates to help me.=) Hope my blog can be okay soon then can let ppl view.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20265550-113586706757873052?l=facetheharshreality.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/feeds/113586706757873052/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20265550&amp;postID=113586706757873052' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113586706757873052'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20265550/posts/default/113586706757873052'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://facetheharshreality.blogspot.com/2005/12/aiyoyo-i-first-time-create-blog-lehs.html' title=''/><author><name>wishing for a dream that will never come true.....</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04920413725722710231</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
